it's hurt deeply .

and i cry today,not because im weak .
it's because i've been strong for too long .

yeah ,for too long .

no matter how hard i try to be nice ,..

but they're still cannot treat me well .

every single day ,,
i hope everything was beautiful and nothing hurt 

as in my dream yesterday but it's hard to be in reality ..
very hard .

sometimes i feel better to pretend that im fine 
than see someone pretending 
that he/she cares .

sincerely ,

ASMAA